Batshit Crazy Sightings
WTFE last edited by WTFE
This is where we can put stuff that's batshit crazy but not desc-specific, genre-specific, etc. To open this up, I present to you: Eilis@Shangrila. (I know, fish, barrel, but this is exceptional even by Shangrila standards, in my limited experience.)
>>+-----()------()------------<< Eilis >>-------------()------()-----+<<
Alias: |On for: 1h 12m Idle: 16s
Sex: Female |Mail: 0 unread / 0 total.
Class: Denizen |Location: OOC Bar And Grill - Tavern
Chargened For: 3 months+ (Somebody)
IC/OOC Status: OOC
Sexual Prefs: Heterosexual
General: Have you read my +info? You should read my +info.
Playedby: Jean Ackerman / Gene Tierney
Sting ~ It's Probably Me (feat. Clapton)
(It's just a good song. It's not a hint.)
Player Name On For Idle http://denver.aelfhame.net
Shoeshine 01:04 13m
Mr.Terrific 01:04 1h (Ford)
Alia 01:10 7m
So, ze trolls made another char on Denver. They think it's amusing because it bothers me. It /bothers/ me because it's another hinty name, like all the others, meant to IMPLY without their having to directly confront. They'll deny it, but when don't they?
Why would it bother them anyway? They don't /care/ what the truth is; they never have. I do because this isn't just a /matter/ of opinion; this isn't just them not liking me. Its slander out of spite; they can't be right, but it doesn't mean they have to admit it.
Also, I called /everyone/ sugar IC. Are you saying /that/ was evidence of something? Other than your being a complete dumbass /scrapping/ for ANYTHING that looks like it might be SOLD as having some significance? I've done that for years. Dove. Sugar. Sweetness.
Did you think you were special or some shit? Is this another one of those things like because I told Vulcan he was handsome, I wanted to fuck him? Let me rephrase that last question - are you so completely socially isolated that you seriously don't know it's okay to be nice to someone and it not mean that you want to have sex with them? Are you /so/ socially isolated that you think that any EXPRESSION of kindness translates immediately into an offer of sex?
You mean like -- when you sign a letter love -- and they believe you mean it, so they stalk you
. . . expecting you to follow thru?
I don't think you believe that, but I do think that you -- being acutely aware of that particular incident -- were trying to teach another of your shit psycho lessons. 'You can't say something like that to people on the internet; they might READ into it.' Let's make sure she knows that.
+-------------------------- -:|: Eilis's Info :|:- --------------------------+
I'm not trying to be unreasonable, but this /is/ the position you've left me in. I have /shown/ yah'l, so you should have no reason to doubt my reasons. There have been plenty of examples when persons were nice to me one moment, but used that as a tool to lead me into a trap OR were nice on one alt, then trolled on the other. The only way I know to avoid opening myself up to that is to know who I'm rping with. Unless you have other ideas?
It doesn't matter anymore what names you use, bc you've made obvious you swap or you've been made privy to information you can capitalize on. It doesn't matter that you sound reasonable, as you might as well /sound/ nice. It means nothing to me.
I need something solid. Something real. No more games. No more misdirection. Direct. Matter of fact. This is what's up. Want to start over? Will go a long fucking way. shrug Sorry. I can't rp with someone, certainly not intimately, without that.
I gather that you think I will check my WHO lists and see something that will make me hate you, but /believe/ me when I say I have considered pretty much EVERY possibility in these last two years. I am willing to set shit aside if you're candid and upfront with me. If you lie or tell me any half truths, then I'll just no. Tell me. Set it aside, so we can clean slate this shit. Stop trying to control me, control information, and just be a human being.
If you come at me 1) acting like you don't know what I'm talking about, 2) trying to lay the blame on me or 3) using any redpill tactics to get me to second guess myself? Don't cry when I pull the proverbial shank.
This applies to everyone but my (rl) ex-boyfriend Christopher who seems to have a problem with boundaries (he hasn't any). I don't want to rp with him. I don't want to talk to him. He should know if he does do so, he is violating a direct request that I made for him to stay away from me.
I'm sorry if you find that mean or hurtful. I find it ridiculous that I should have to post that in the first place, but some people just like to feign ignorance to get away with doing what they want -- no matter how many times a woman says no. Hell no. Fuck no. Stay the fuck away from me. You're a psycho. Stop. /I'm telling you to get the fuck away from me/. (Etcetera.)
Until you're forced to go to ridiculous lengths--off mush--bc he refuses to stop.
As such, I need to make it /very/ clear. So there is no denying he knew. No confusion. At all.
(Harassment and trolling - intended to punish for not ceding to your will - still seems like a
measure taken to force a desired result.)
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NOTE: Type +info Eilis/<item> to view more about that info.
+--------------------- -:|: Eilis's Interests Info :|:- ---------------------+
I like equitable rels in non-sexual rp. I am versatile once I'm familiar and comfortable with someone, but normally prefer equality or a dominant male (not abusive, but /confident/) in sexual rp. I don't mind combat or wrestling, but only if I can kick you after you've punched me. I don't like rping being helpless or at people's mercy because there is only so many ways to rp, 'Please, no stop!' before you're flipping through channels and praying for the scene to end, ya know?
I can't dom. I mean no offense; I'm not judging. I am flattered by your interest. I simply don't like the idea of dominating another person. I don't like hurting people. I feel guilty and shitty, and I fucking suck at rping it.
I don't mean to imply that domination is only about pain, harm, or humiliation or that people who do it are interested in it because they like hurting people. I haven't actually tried it to be honest. I just know the few times I've tried rping out being cruel or mean I suck at it, so I think it'd probably be pretty laughable and unconvincing. I think I'm just digging a deeper hole. Sorry. I suk.
+----------------------- -:|: Eilis's Pics Info :|:- ------------------------+
Ziegfeld girl: Jean Ackerman
Gene Tierney-esque for color / bodytype:
Adapted, modern look:
I didn't have the courage to use +kinks.
@WTFE I love you but please unformat this from the codeblocks so it's readable? It is seriously eyestrainy. <3
Already on the job, babydoll. ;) I saw what it looked like in the actual display (which is radically different from the preview).
OK, that's as good as it gets, sadly. Weird random formatting changes are there that I can't find the trigger for.
Good Lord. Mental illness is a hell of a thing.
That's the crazy person who was terrorizing Fallcoast and accusing me of being her ex-boyfriend who likes about his gender online.
Ghost last edited by
What the fuck.
I mean...what the fuck?
I've been working all day and after reading that I'm in a state of just can't even.
I'm going to have to read it again because I couldn't fully understand it the first time.
I don't think you'll be able to. It is using English words, but the person seems to be speaking a foreign language all the same. It just looks like English. Maybe it's code.
Quick, somebody break the code! It could be a treasure map!
Auspice last edited by
Oh good, so it wasn't just me going 'These are words, arranged in sentences, but they make no sense.'
No. No, it was not just you.
Always happy to share the pain, folks. (The fact that I have stock in every major liquor manufacturer is purely coincidental. Trust me. I'm a drunkard.)
Pondscum last edited by Pondscum
This seems very similar to the person that was around on these boards before, accusing people of all being linked to her one time boyfriend and all out to get her/punish her/stalk her. She posted logs upon logs of who lists that meant nothing to anyone but herself. I felt sorry for her actually, she seemed quite unwell.
TiredEwok last edited by
I looked. She had none set but I'm sure if she did it'd just be a note saying how she doesn't have any set so people won't have expectations or whatever. Kind of disappointing, the lack is. It is like a gaping chasm where crazy should go but there is none. Meh, now I just feel disappointed.
@Pondscum Pretty sure it is that person, yeah.
The sad thing about it? While I have no clue about 99% of the people she mentioned in the other thread, one of the people I know is very fond of mind games and gaslighting, and does so for kicks.
I find that especially uncool when someone is already clearly troubled in some manner.
But then why wasn't she banned? How does she still have an active account on Shang? Wasn't she the same person who caused them to shut down character creation for like six months?
@Gilette I don't know if it was her, or people fucking with her, or... what. Both? Something else entirely? I have no idea.
Whenever I read someone's +finger/+info and there's more stuff about what they hate in there than what they want to do it's always a sign of... uh, something not awesome.
But even as these things go, this all goes well into not awesome territory. My only question is why would anyone take a look at that hot mess and go "yeah, that's the person I wanna RP with today!".
Taking bets: how many pages do you think we'll reach until this inevitably becomes a flamewar between an accuser and someone trying to defend their e-rep?
I'm thinking 5-ish. Bonus points if it's Arx related.
lordbelh last edited by
@Arkandel I'm the same. When people are more interested in telling me what they don't want, rather than what they want, I tend to peg them as unlikely candidates for RP.
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