The Current State of Hello!Project (The Person, Not The Japanese Idol Company)
(If you're looking for information on the company instead, please go here and scroll down to the latest updates: http://helloproject.wikia.com/wiki/Hello!_Project_Wiki)
I for a brief period entirely quit MUing because I've been having possibly the most elaborate emotional breakdown of my entire life, which I am still partially in the middle of having. However, unlike usual, I didn't just fuck off to Shang or learn a new language or any of the other random shit I do when this happens, I've actually gotten a job.
I'm working retail, and hilariously after a month I'm kind of close to getting a promotion. With the way things are going, I could be making like $12 an hour in a few months, over my current $8. Though I'm still trying to do music shit, as my intent is still to become a music producer/DJ person maybe or whatever. tl;dr Make music money somehow.
I've also gone through my usual start stop business on tech career shit. I can never seem to maintain steam on pursuing a tech career, I always just end up wanting to spend my time learning and producing music shit, so I don't know, I guess we'll see what happens.
Retail has been interesting. Yesterday I basically had to live through a glorified episode of Death Note, but it all worked out, kind of. I mean, if that lady continues her current behavior, pretty sure she's going to jail soon. But either way, that's fine.
My intent is to go to Portugal for a week in January, for my birthday. But outside of that, I'm more or less saving money and trying my best to execute my plans. We'll see how far I can ride this retail train and where I can take it while I try to get my music shit off the ground. All else fails I'm still studying IT on the side when I feel motivated, even though I already know a lot of that shit already.
Oh and I reached enlightenment for an entire day and discovered the meaning of life, and then was like fuck it I'm good.
tl;dr: I'm still alive even though I'm in the middle of a very elaborate emotional breakdown. But at least I'm not ridiculously broke anymore.
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Sounds like things are starting to look up for you? Hope so, anyhow. Glad to see you around. Keep us posted on how you're doing, please.